Patience grows dim. I'm getting old!

Today, just like yesterday, thoughts drift to larger-than-life questions. Am I where I'm supposed to be? Am I doing what God intends for me to do? If I'm not helping someone, why are they in my life? Too many mysteries at this time. Love grows out of the rubble that once was my hope, trust and yes, endearment. Now to figure out if I can bare being in love with another man who doesn't have his priorities in order. One day....